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[19 Oct 2009|11:51pm] mehh can you kiss away my tears?

[21 Jun 2009|02:37am] I really feel like I have no one left to talk to 2 think(s) they know how I feel|can you kiss away my tears?

WAHtever [28 May 2009|12:06am] I guess there's really no point in deleting a number you have memorized. Then again, I guess there is....right? doesn't matter. I done with everybody ESPECIALLY females, because you're all dumbshit-manipulative morons. clearing out friendslists and phonebooks. but disappointment is still disappointment, and I still feel it, whether I ignore these people or not. can you kiss away my tears?

caved [28 Apr 2009|03:44pm] yeah, and I got a twitter. I mean its' mainly just to annoy other people and entertain myself and JJ. buuttttt yeah http://twitter.com/iinventedtwit can you kiss away my tears?

repeater offender [28 Apr 2009|11:52am] [ mood | high ] Well, I tell myself all the time that I'm changing but I never feel any different. In many ways I am immensely different than I used to be...I'm just exactly the same. It's like a sit-com where they keep the same formula. Yeah, there's more episodes and more has happened to the characters, life lessons and et cetera, but in the end it's always the same mistake. Which makes it funny. I don't want to be a joke. Not that I demand to be taken seriously, but I'd really rather not always be a punchline. Some people won't see me any other way though. Anyhow, I have made the same mistake again. Wonderful. can you kiss away my tears?

unrealistic and [21 Apr 2009|10:38am] I don't even know who I'm singing to anymore.... 2 think(s) they know how I feel|can you kiss away my tears?

[31 Mar 2009|07:07pm] Last stop! can you kiss away my tears?

the world above us [14 Mar 2009|08:08pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | The Soft Bulletin ] I usually insist that I don't believe in god or a higher power, now and then I get the feeling of destiny/fate/karma drift through my head briefly and in a second it is gone again. Anyhow I do now and then find myself looking up and begging someone/something for a favor. Today I did just that and got what I wanted. It was a such a small thing but I've never willed for something so much before. There is a a very good chance that it would have been the same outcome had I not asked I suppose, but it doesn't matter. I got what I wanted today. ------- I've spent the last two days being terrified of having a panic attack(since discovering my meds cause anxiety) which can trigger one. Fuck that. Not wanting somethign makes you get somethign? That's just plain cruel. Well, I'm happy right now anyway. can you kiss away my tears?

too good to be truths [13 Mar 2009|04:28pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Sunny Afternoon - The Kinks ] Things have been going so well lately, and I've had such a better attitude that my anxiety(which has been steadily getting worse) isn't much of a factor anymore. Basically it's all almost a little unbelievable. I'm sort of expecting something to go wrong, or very, very right. In six months my life will be completely different. I am not sure how yet, but I am looking forward to it. I have a few options and I am going to decide soon. But I'm pretty content with just living how things are now. Yesterday my doctor asked if I was married, it's the first time it's ever been asked by someone who knew my age/history et cetera. I guess I'm old enough now, but it's still so far away. I almost can't see it happening at all anymore. can you kiss away my tears?

everyone is out for themselves. [11 Mar 2009|03:20am] losing faith in humanity. can you kiss away my tears?

. [07 Feb 2009|05:36pm] 25 1 think(s) they know how I feel|can you kiss away my tears?

[29 Jan 2009|12:00am] why do I keep it all to myself? can you kiss away my tears?

Writer's Block: Untimely Passing [08 Dec 2008|04:25pm] RIP John Lennon. The list of sudden and unexpected celebrity deaths is long—Princess Di, Heath Ledger, Kurt Cobain, Marilyn Monroe, and many more. Which one affected you the most on an emotional level? View 500 Answers Mitch Hedberg was my fucking hero. can you kiss away my tears?

posessions! COME ON! [18 Nov 2008|09:20am] I just read an article about how some families will have to decide between lighting/heating their homes or feeding themselves this winter due to the current economic situation. While this is being massively overdramatic, obviously it will be happeneing to some people. I just don't get it though, there is still PLENTY of money in this country...think about it... Since when was an iPod or a cell phone a necessity? I say this as a person with both...but it disgusts me, it all does...and I don't understand how some people can be starving and others are buying their $400 phones...which will inevitably get lost, stolen, or broken. It's okay though, becasue a new one is in the mail because they got insurance on it.... I guess this is just some socialist rant, but it's more about PEOPLE than it is about GOVERNMENT. I am nothing but disappointed and disgusted with the human race(including myself)....I don't know how anyone can find something that is worth it...seriously.... well, it's all over now. 2 think(s) they know how I feel|can you kiss away my tears?

Here I go again [09 Nov 2008|12:33am] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | Cold Turkey ] whenever I begin to accept myself, I disappoint myself all over again and get depressed. It's a fucking waste. I decided no more bullshit, with ANYBODY, and I also decided to play music or die. the latter is more likely. there's something wrong with my insides. 2 think(s) they know how I feel|can you kiss away my tears?

I need to learn my lesson [20 Oct 2008|02:12pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | gd ] I have this habit of expecting to much out of people. I always get let down and promise myself not to hold people in such high regard and just a few weeks later it's repeated. A lot of my friends, well, pretty much everybody is on this journey of self-realization. I am as well, but I apparently don't get far...I try to be laid back, but the same stuff just pissed me off. Then when I realize I have gotten nowhere I get depressed. I believe I have insomnia. I used to always say that, but I just was irregular.. Now I can't sleep for more then three hours, and that's if I'm lucky. Which leads me to be confused and tired constantly. Fuchk, I just want to go buy guitars and make myself feel better.... No?! 1 think(s) they know how I feel|can you kiss away my tears?

I'd love to know... [23 Sep 2008|10:49pm] where exactly am I? can you kiss away my tears?

I would like to salute the ashes of American flags, [11 Sep 2008|09:08am] [ mood | anxious ] and all the fallen leaves filling up shopping bags... --- Seven years ago today I stayed home sick from school. Although I don't remember, most likely I was not sick but just being unsociable. I slept on my living room couch, and woke up just before nine and turned the TV on. I didn't quite understand what the television was saying, but I remember partially ignoring it and when I checked back we were down one tower. It makes me sad I remember my mother saying she and everyone at the hospital here would have to work late. Then there were no patients. They were going to use the high school as child care for the employees who would have to stay late, then nothing ever came of it. The events of that day did not affect me directly but it's weird to think how different my life and everyone else's would be if it had not happened. It would literally be a different dimension. I worry where this world is headed. 3 think(s) they know how I feel|can you kiss away my tears?

[27 Aug 2008|03:22pm] [ music | ac dc ] I have a song I don't know stuck in my head, but I know all of the words by heart, can you kiss away my tears?

Myself [26 Aug 2008|10:03am] I really would love to do some changing.... can you kiss away my tears?

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